Thursday, November 14, 2013

Hitting up on this small venue tomorrow night.



Things been kinda rough lately but getting a bit better.

Not doing very well in English so I'm hitting it hard as ever to pull my grade up and very extremely late on my project.

I hate stress and depression. Been coping with depression since a teenager.

Last month, hit me like a ton of bricks, not good. So I took the steps to seek help and very proud of myself.
One thing about seeking professional mental health either a therapist or counselors, that it works.  I do not DISS mental health professionals, I PROMOTE.  Why have things bottled up inside? You're only destroying yourself in the process.  Yes, I do believe in a higher power but didn't the higher power put those wonderful professionals on Earth to help you out?

Who wants to continue "crazy" for the rest of their lives? Push people away who love them because they are too scared to get next you much less have a general conversation without an awkward confrontation or getting knocked in the head for nothing? Staying sad, anger and bitter for the rest of your life raining misery?

Maybe you love it but I don't.  Give me singing birds, unicorns, candy canes and flowers any day!!

Anyhoo I'm going to a live band and bar downtown tomorrow night.  This should be fun, hopefully good music, company and lots of dancing. I love to dance!!



Well I have to run....
Take care as I do too!

Peace & Blessings.

2 comments:

  1. Sounds like you need to de-stressed.

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    1. Its getting better, day by day. And I'm finding new things to de-stress. Start back lifting weight pretty soon. I miss it!

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